And the Answer is...........

Okay, this post is in response to the questions people ask me about The SKY Mission and what I am up to! So I will answer the "biggies" that i can think of and if you have any additional questions...post them on here or on Facebook....and i will answer them as well. In no particular order:

Are you going to Kenya this summer??
The past two summers I have gone to Kenya for 3 months. However, this summer I believe I will not be traveling to Africa. I have different options at the present time, which I will tell you about when I have a clearer idea on what July and August will look like. Preschool goes until the end of June and will start back up at the end of August, so I only i have 8 weeks at the most to play around with. As much as my heart longs to be in Kenya sooner rather than later, I believe the Lord has something different and exciting in store for me those 2 months.

When are you moving to Kenya??
I am still working on paying off my college loans. With God's help, I have been able to save half of the total loan amount in 6 months. It is my hope that by the end of the year, I will be able to clear the whole amount!!! Once I am able to do this, it will free me to go with out any financial responsibility holding me back here. I am considering if i will finish the school year out in 2012 with the kiddos and then move on with them (the majority of students we have now will be transitioning the end of next year). Still praying and seeking the Lord to see what He would have me do. I've said that I want to move to Kenya before I'm 30, and that seems like a really good possibility.

Do you have an organization you are with??
This is in the Lord's hands. I do believe it is one of the reasons God has me in America for this season. This decision is a big one and I want the Lord to make it...not me. When an option presents itself, I approach it with prayer and I know as long as I keep on surrendering the matter to Him, He will help me find the best fit for me and the SKY Mission. So, right now, the answer to this question is NO. But I see how the Lord is at work and is putting the pieces together. Also, i know beyond a shadow of a doubt that I was suppose to move forward independently in faith these past 2 years and that that would be part of the means to the end goal.

Do you know Swahili?
I am learning! I know enough Swahili to make children think I am fluent. I know enough Swahili to be able to piece together conversations, sermons, songs, etc. and know what people are talking or singing about. I know enough Swahili to get around and suprise Kenyans who think i am just an English speaking mzungu. Trouble is, when you start to know enough Swahili to be understood and understand others...then Kenyans switch to their tribal languages and really lose you. And with over 40 tribal languages spoken in Kenya, thanks but no thanks..i'll stick with Swahili and English thank you (well atleast for now).

Are you worried about moving to Kenya?
NO! I know that when I am in God's will, I am safer in Kenya being obedient to His will than here being disobedient. He is equipping me and will continue to equip with me with everything I need to do the work He has sent me to do. I have never felt like I would be a lone ranger in this calling, so am excited to see how the Lord will provide an individual, a team of individuals, an organization...(whatever His plan is)...to help Him and I do the work that I am meant to do.

Would you be okay if the Lord sent you somewhere else after Kenya??
This question was asked by a friend of mine in 2009, a month or so after returning from Kenya that 1st summer I went on my own. When she asked me this question, I was taken back because I had never even considered it. In my head I thought, " Of course God would not send me somewhere else, that's ridiculous." But in the year and half since then, I have been able to think about this question and I've realized that no matter where the Lord sends me, I will serve Him faithfully. So, if the Lord has me in Kenya the rest of my life...praise God...I will serve Him faithfully. If the Lord presents another need in another country and says " Go "...I will serve Him faithfully there. Heck, i didn't even think i would EVER go to Africa and EVER want to move there and He made that change of heart in me. Whatever His plan is, it is much better than mine.

Where will you live in Kenya?
I am hoping to start the home in a village area. Once a place is built or bought, I hope to be on the same compound as the ministry. While I was visiting my friend upcountry in Kenya, I came across many beautiful huts that I really did admire. I took maybe 6-10 pictures of this one hut that I really fell in love with (crazy white girl...right??) Therefore, i think a cozy hut is what I will call home, in a village area, surrounded by "my" wonderful kiddos : )

How can I be praying for you??
Pray that I continue to surrender everything to God. Pray that I remain confident and secure in His plan for me. Pray against the schemes of the devil and the ways he tries to make me ineffective. Pray for PATIENCE as I wait upon the Lord to see how all the lingering pieces will come together. Pray for an open heart that knows how He wants me to serve in the here and now.

Okay, thats all I have for now. Thanks for joining me on this journey. Any more questions?! Feel free to ask. God Bless You abundantly.

God's Will and Nothing Else!

I want God's will and nothing else. Yet still sometimes I play around and try to control things in my favor. When Jesus was in the Garden, He said "If you can, please take this cup from me. But if not, your will be done." Either way, it was up to God. When I pray sometimes, I bet it sounds more like this "If you can, please make this or that happen. But if not, then I will have to make things happen for myself." Do i know that God's will for me is best?? YES!!! Do I still sometimes struggle with my flesh for the ability to decide all the where, when, who, what, and how questions?? YES!!!

Luckily, I at a point in my walk with Christ that I can usually catch when I fall into this trap. Also, I have great brothers and sisters in Christ who keep me accountable. We have to help each other out because it is hard to remember that there is just one option....not numerous options to pick from when making our live's decisions. Our one option is: God's will and nothing else!

But, boy, do we live in a society that loves options?!? So how are we possibly able to live with a "one option mindset"? The answer is: surrender. Surrender is not an easy thing so it might need to be a one day at a time sort of thing. But when we do it and live a life of surrender, we will most certainly reap the benefits and be living life more abundantly because of it. God does not want us to die to self so we can be miserable here on Earth. Instead, He wants to use us, bless us, strengthen us, and have us fulfill the purpose for why we are here. If we keep on getting in His way, this is likely not to happen or likely not to happen in the way He willed for it to.

With surrender comes sacrifice. We sacrifice our own ways for His. We sacrifice our own wants for His. We sacrifice our decisions for His. And the results will be amazing.